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Happy Smile

by GEZEBELLE GABURGABLY

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1.
Rainbow 04:49
i’ll be your rainbow wait here and i’ll go don’t be a no show be there whats up tho i feel heat, you taste sweet i chase you, down the street no way, i cant you take my hand make up new plans we’ll live free in your van take me to new lands take me if you can i’m in pain
under the rain 
i tense up i mess up but i keep my head up nice year, nice things lets see what the next brings its too late to catch up my life feels so sped up 
i stare down
i don’t frown
 i don’t fear 
i’m not allowed 
i’m in pain
 under the rainbow lay low don’t wear you sunday best, no i do what they say so i don’t have to say no
2.
Sunshine 04:54
you act tame
 you don't explain
 so come, this way do what i say why are hearts only meant to love its just some organ that pumps your blood
 when you’ve had enough take in the sun since now you only appear in dreams thats all the more reason for caffeine
 when push comes to shove take in the sun 
i often wonder how does he sleep? i don’t care to know
 cause he gives me all kinds of creeps like its part of the show
 you shot them all 
just for your own fun 

one by one they all fall and tried to run with a leg too long
 one by one they take their chance under the sun while they think they can one finger planted deep in the ground another says its figuring it out that 
i lie to myself
 that i could have helped

 you can and will, and you can and might you can and wont cause you never tried to end your own life
but you weren’t alive
 whats your point you planting seeds 
if you know you wont be there to see 
when it grows and grows 
into a tree 
watch out i’ll smoke out your skull but its dirty and its dull 
i would choke if you spoke cause to me your just a joke 
funny bones 
just admit
 when your acting like a bitch
 but you don't
, cause you know that you’ll always be alone
3.
how do you seem so laid back yet act like your on crack you might ignore my love but i swear you’re from above your hot and fun and tall and cute (youve never had a girlfriend too?) your smart and nice and really cool (there must be something wrong with you) you’re too good to be true its not like you never knew that you’ve got more then a few screws loose i can rescrew you i can subdue you just so i can pursue you and i can fix him maybe i can convince him to go to a restauraunt i swear i’m gonna kiss him when he responds you might ignore me now but one day i’ll make you proud i’m lost, with you i’m found someday you’ll come around your hot and fun and tall and cute (you've never had a girlfriend too?) your smart and nice and really cool there must be something wrong with you) you’re too good to be true its not like you never knew that you’ve got more then a few screws loose i can rescrew you i can subdue you just so i can pursue you and i can fix him maybe i can convince him to go to a restauraunt i swear i’m gonna kiss him but he’s already gone for another girl farewell so long this happens every time and all i can do is cry but i can fix him!! i can fix him i can fix him i can fix him i can fix him i can fix him i can fix him I CAN FIX HIM I CAN FIX HIM I CAN FIX HIM I CAN FIX HIM I CAN FIX HIM I CAN FIX HIM oh i just made it worse
4.
Dog 02:46
no one takes the dog out no one takes the dog outside to play hes not gonna wag his tail, no hes not gonna wag his tail at all today and oh i’ll miss you and i forgive you for saying things you swore you’d never say so i believed you when i retrieved you as a stray no one takes the dog out no one takes the dog outside to run no one pets the dog, oh no one wants to show him any love and you know well now what you do comes back around at the end we get what we deserve sometimes it brings you down and sometimes it hurts and i used to care oh, but it didn’t seem that fair you know i was always there for you but when i needed you, you said we’re through a loosened noose i used to stare but now i glare
5.
i dont wanna see you at my door I dont wanna see you anymore i want to go somewhere far, far away i dont wanna see your ugly face or even roast your flesh on a fireplace i just want to leave, leave this awful place you think that your funny because you don’t love me well i’m one to know a blessing in disguise i think that its lovely that you say you love me i’d rather die, then believe that lie so go to hell, i’ll see you there goodbye i dont wanna breathe, i dont wanna see another love story embarass me but its all for you, i thought you knew but im just rubber on your leather shoe you dont know what your doing biting more then what you’re chewing if you leave me then i blew it thats right i already knew it when you first walked in i must have forgotten that everyone is rotten cause i got up and i got it quick yeah you think that you’re funny you push and you shove me but when i walk away you cry i think its funny you think you’re above me and i really don’t get why i dont wanna see you even try you can’t hide, when your cars outside just send another pizza to my house when i had no where to go, and no where to run you knock on the door, with a mask and a gun and say die or come with me and be my spouse
6.
Balloon 03:14
what do you when you pop like a balloon someone else can show you someone else can blow you what do you when the party's meant for two and no one's really showin up no one gives a fuck about you maybe you would see if you came back for me that i would sneak you through your low and lonely lows baby i can see with your back turned to me 
that you would leave if i couldn’t do things on my own need to tie a knot can anybody say how im waiting for you it'll happen any day now or one day oh, one day your memory will fade can i touch you i really wanna touch you can i fuck you i really wanna fuck you or one day oh, one day i hope you'll feel the same baby i can see 
with your hands all over me 
that you’ve been holding in a love
 for someone else maybe you would be the perfect guy for me but i just cant compete
 even though i’ve killed myself but why should i believe you every breath you breathe and everything you do is alerting and im squirming on the floor so when can i see you everyday im waiting just for something new its so sad but true (its so sad but true, its so sad but true) pop the balloon pop the balloon pop the balloon pop the balloon pop the balloon(pop the balloon) pop the balloon(pop the balloon) pop the balloon(pop the balloon) pop the balloon(pop the balloon) pop the balloon(pop the balloon)(pop) pop the balloon(pop the balloon)(pop)(pop) pop the balloon(pop the balloon)(pop)(pop) pop the balloon(pop the balloon)(pop)(pop) pop the balloon(pop the balloon)(pop)(pop) pop the balloon(pop the balloon)(pop)(pop)(pop)(pop) pop the balloon(pop the balloon)(pop)(pop)(pop)(pop) pop the balloon(pop the balloon)(pop)(pop)(pop)(pop) pop the balloon(pop the balloon)(pop)(pop)(pop)(pop) pop the balloon(pop the balloon)(pop)(pop)(pop)(pop) pop the balloon(pop the balloon)(pop)(pop)(pop)(pop) pop the balloon(pop the balloon)(pop)(pop)(pop)(pop) pop the balloon(pop the balloon)(pop)(pop)(pop)(pop) pop the balloon(pop the balloon)(pop)(pop)(pop)(pop) pop the balloon(pop the balloon)(pop)(pop)(pop)(pop) pop the balloon(pop the balloon)(pop)(pop)(pop)(pop) pop the balloon(pop the balloon)(pop)(pop)(pop)(pop) (pop)
7.
Afterparty 02:08
i've been spending so much time doing nothing in my room tryna rhyme a better line so i can win and you can lose till someone came along and said theres thousands just like you you'll never be a star you'll never even reach the mooN you don't know what you're doing you don't even have a clue well thats the difference i dont know, and you seem like you do so fuck you lalalalalallalala oooooo theres too much going on i cant keep track of right and wrong too many people said so long i haven't processed that they're gone i don't want anything to do with anything involving you i dont care about your new lover cause you just text me the same thing(the same thing!) from different numbers (different numbers!) i dont care if i die drunk 
I dont care if i die young 
i dont care about your wants i dont care cause i forgot 

i dont care the smallest bit cause nobody gave the slightest shit when i just needed someones hand to hold well lets just say while i was waiting my heart got cold lalalalal(harmonica+kazoo solo)alallaaooooolala
8.
i’m broken hearted and i’m retarded i’m thrown away into the trash and disregarded hard drugs aren’t hard enough and all my friends say that i get high too much so, i am sorry i am sorry my brain is fried like extra crispy calamari when i liked you, you were high too this is goodbye to everyone who ever tried to love me please i’m so used to everybody hating me heartache, heartbreak, im fake, im late, im a bitch unresponsible piece of fucking shit i lie, i whine, i cry, over guys, that come and go by bye bye bye bye one day you’ll get used to bugs crawling on your skin then eating them for lunch one day, you’ll care too much and fall really hard and completely out of touch dont touch me please im just used to everyone betraying me (instrumental) we spoke, i hope, you dont, we joke, just as, much as, we smoke oh no i hope , you dont, i wont, just dont, please dont, we broke, oh no no no its no wonder im alone i dont deserve a person that we both can call our own i dont really leave my home but you were something different and you throw yourself a bone just crush me please i just want to die a loser knowing i tried everything
9.
Open 02:04
your standing there your hand in my hair it bleeds where it blows from your blood leaking nose scratch your back and scream while you laugh oh this is what you wanted for so long and very bad I leave my heart open so it doesn’t get broken some stay and some go out my hearts an open house i let you in i let you see i let you do too much to me but why would you ever do that stuff if you never even wanted to go get lunch your tickled pink after a couple drinks its a shame we didnt last cause i’ve never seen someone come that fast you ditch me without saying a goodbye you kick me to the side i let you do to much too me and i cried cause i let you all the time i let you in i let you see i let you do too much with me but why would you ever do that stuff you could have just said if you wanted to fuck I leave my heart open so it doesn’t get broken some stay and most goes out my hearts an open house dont leave me lover baby please your the holes in my swiss cheese i cant afford another big loss the criss cross to my apple sauce
10.
wwwml? 03:30
whats wrong with my love its stinking up all this other stuff but i just cant get it i just cant get enough your words really don’t have meaning i only hear you when your screaming cause i just don’t give a, i just don’t give a fuck i know you better then that whatcha doing with a girl like that? you didn’t have to be so rash you didn’t have to stab my back do you remember when you dated her and you told us how she makes you hurt do you remember when you hated her i just wanna know what makes me worse whats wrong with my love? it doesn’t need to be this fucking rough cause when i can’t see you along goes any lust i hate the way i break you i try hard not to but i hate you if you taught me one thing never have any trust everyones the fucking same i’m glad that i was born insane everyones so fucking lame wish i could play another game do you remember when your lips met mine and you left me in the middle of the night do you remember when we shared a bed now all i want is for your life to end (i’m gonna fucking shoot you dead) whats wrong with my love is it because i’m always fucking up? is it because i’m dumb? is it because i’m not enough? you cant promise me oh honestly i think about you constantly cause you changed your mind and ruined mine with lies whats wrong with my love? (whats wrong with my love) whats wrong with my love? (whats wrong with my love) whats wrong with my love? (whats wrong with my love) whats wrong with my love. whats wrong with my love. whats wrong with my love. whats wrong with my love.
11.
saw your face at the record store stood in place til you walked out the door and found a place to commit the crime i wrote the date and double underlined for your first date death take your last date breath i’m gonna lose you in a dumb contest either way might as well just cut the chase dont look behind you or i’ll hit you in the face you dont want this girl its spinal fluid world no one gets it no one sees no one buys me any apple bees so when your done having all your fun lying to my face and acting all dumb on our first date death take your last date breath i’ll throw it all away like a bum cigarette anyway i think that my drink was kinda laced so ready lets go get out of this place? you dont want this girl its spinal fluid world i weep while playing my guitar you sleep in your grandmas car i cant stop crying cant stop thinking your lane changed quick and never blinking on the first date death on the next date meth on the next date sex on the next date less oh first date on the first date on the first date i need first aid on the first date first date death
12.
Comic Relief 02:01
you tickle me pink you make me think that i am worth a try im, the comic relief the heart breaking thief that lies and loves and dies i know your afraid again, i know your in pain my friend i wanna wait again, at the station patiently, for- you pour me a drink our glasses clink tonight its just you and i you let me go on you let me be wrong so i would never get along i know your afraid again you just wanna get laid again i’m not who they say i am i’m irritating don’t wait for me oh oooooooooo doo doo doo dodo do doo la la l la la Aaaaaaaaa Aaaaaaa i;m the company clown don’t push me around and round my head just hit the ground im, the comic relief i mourn in my grief its sad your life is just as bad i know your afraid again, i wanna be safe again i wanna hold your hand in operation, your sanity is old oooooooooo doo doo doo dodo do doo la la l la la AaaaaaaaaHa ha ha ha Aaaaaaa
13.
tired and emotional fried and unapproachable the world really didn’t do its part they spawned you in pressed space to start linking chains and thinking brains waking up in last nights pain my head feels full and under pressure i’ll fix it with whatever pills are hid in the dresser i feel like an intruder on the world im a boring useless stupid girl i just want to say since im always in your way nothing really matters when your right or wrong you’ll still get scattered ohhhoo oohhhhooo you say i make your bad days worse and my own guilt will be my curse its hard to watch you not get better when we’re both chasing thrills and pleasure your hologram is in my dreams im screaming baby stay with me dont freak out, but everybody has their doubts im slowly losing everyone cause im a social suicide gun oh yeah my tongue when off in front of everyone now i cant remember who i said i was i gave you all my love now my tears flow out like mud you said i hate you and i hate your love still sleeping still dreaming still in love im still in love still sleeping still dreaming still in love im still in love
14.
Pot Of Gold 01:13
oh i know someday i’ll make you have to pay but not with shit you get from banks i’ll make you pay i’m not gonna let you leave no one will hear you scream no one will believe a word you say do what your told you get the pot of gold you rot until you mold until your fucking old yeah do what your told you get the pot of gold yeah do what your told do do what your told yeah do what your told you get the pot of gold yeah rot until you mold oh until your fucking old yeah do what your told do do what your told do what your told do do what your told yeah oh i know someday i’ll make you have to pay but not with shit you get from banks i’ll make you pay i’m not gonna let you leave no one will hear you scream no one will believe a word you say

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released March 12, 2022

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