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The Fridge

by GEZEBELLE GABURGABLY

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1.
am i over you are you over me? 
and no matter what will we ever be? 

i want to sound like i should but what does that mean to you what does it mean to should is it for my own good but your closing closing off for business
 i think its suspicious so much morning sickness sleeping next to lies not caring when i cry what difference does it make why are you laughing at me this time do you know something i dont are you begging me to try
 won’t you do something i won’t
just admit that you’re alone 
im taking out the trash we’re taking you home back in limbo out the window 
just relax you always tip toe
not the past its just an intro just sit back and watch me here so 
write you back 
that we’re just cracked 
i’ve got to get this off my back cant fight that feeling deep inside no more cant fight back you fucking cackle like a jackal
 got to get a bitch that doesn’t like me back though 
ccv 
your just a quarter of a loan 
i gotta get this shit off my motherfucking back though
 you forced my face into a smile so i left my love in a single file
 i looked all over for someone to meet 
but i left right off back at your feet no distance
 made me numb and vicious accepting your forgiveness 
made you narcissistic and I cant find that feeling 
anymore 
i never knew you burned into my core am i over you are you over me? 
and no matter what will we ever be? 

i want to sound like i should but what does that mean to you what does it mean to should is it for my own good
2.
your mind is limping to the side 
if you could try one 
would you try it 
would you buy it 

now say it without 
sticking your tongue out
 you're disappointed
 could have been avoided could be poison and now 
i have lied to get you on my side but you’re still not feeling right not feeling right bark
 never bite
 even if you change your mind 
you cant even see the sky no one wants to be my friend too many things to comprehend i think too much when i press send 
i least i like to play pretend but it gets tiring 
it feels like im manipulating everyone 
but there’s no prize to be won
 and its not that fun
 no its not that fun(its not that fun) and now 
i have lied to get you on my side but nothing ever feels right i tried
 all this time so many masks up on the shelf 
i think this time i might need real help and who are you to tell me what to do you just dont have a clue you got nothing to lose you got nothing to lose and now 
i have lied to get you on my side but nothing ever feels right i tried
 all this time so many masks up on the shelf 
i think this time i might need real help
3.
i drink from the sink i let you think i let you wink woke him up we’ve got to go as he cries from his elbows and cause i let you think about it now you cant live without it you’ve seen how you can sweat and what you’ll never get you don’t really want me cause now that you got me it could have been anyone you want so i’ll act all nonchalant and i’ll let you be around it and you can say you found it first! now wasnt that the worst? i cant help but wonder if this will last or will end up in my past the only reason i dont know is because we have to go our seperate ways fuck that fucking phrase now that you’ve had your fun you go off telling everyone you shouldn't be allowed to run your little mouth cause all you talk is shit and its so fucking loud soon i’ll die in hell i'm under some forsaken spell least i don't kiss and tell not when i'm doing well
4.
i would’ve waited so long for you
 you never would’ve known that i love and adore you i gotta cut you off cause you smoke and you dont cough
 you cum and lead me on
 and play me like a pawn 

i dont stay solo for long
 cause i walk it 
i got a couple single hoes alone in my pocket
 
its easy play it off just got to take a walk i guess i’ll blow you off goodbye, your fucking gone 

you’re all
just staring at a wall 
you think that it wont fall well i dont care at all 
well i dont care at night 
cause lies come to the light 
i think you might be right its best if we dont fight your soul is a plant
and your love is a sun and you say that you cant what, you dont like having fun 

you think i would forget? oh all that blood and sweat yeah it wasnt bad for you but my soul pays the debt and everybody else had their eyes on something 
i dont wanna be your friend 
yeah its all or nothing

 you lead me down a path
 of self destructive wrath you were all that i could want but nothing i could have 

you’re all
just staring at a wall 
you think that it wont fall well i dont care at all 

well i dont care at night 
cause lies come to the light 
i think you might be right its best if we dont fight

5.
happy faces, stars and light cupcake baking feels alright
 your like a savior just a regular neighbor all according to context we just live on a complex im a fake and im a fraud

what i’ve done is very wrong
 i cant take back what i’ve said i dont exist its in my head 
at least i have my reasons
its how its all perceived ive lied for seasons
and they all believed and now i feel really bad i kinda feel really sad i cant just give it rest

i ruined all my friends
and they dont know it yet im never taken seriously when im gone they laugh at me they think im clueless but i know i know so much i fucking loathe 
i hate everything that this fucking world is i hate everything that a fucking girl is i hate my life, so i make it right i hate my life, so i fucking lie so i lie 
all the time it becomes second nature will you be my savior 
do you see my danger and like that im a stranger
 will you be my savior
 for my bad behaviour

 so i lie
all the time it becomes second nature will you be my savior
6.
you didnt have to go alone i could’ve would’ve should’ve hugged and taken you home but everything you do seems like a test so i wont lie you’re not the best i’ll admit you’re a piece of shit but i’ll be with you if you insist so is that just it? you won’t commit? no one cares the smallest bit oh anything i’d do anything for you oh is there anything else anything that helps anything i could say to give you a better day can i sing you a song? would you learn and sing along? it goes F to G in the shape of E move it up slide up to fret 3 try to sing a little on pitch you stupid cunt untalented bitch i couldnt love you i wouldnt trust you we all know the rest it ends with the sex you get what you get another red X end with a text and onto the next oh anything i’d do anything for you oh is there anything else anything that helps anything i could say to give you a better day can i sing you a song? would you learn and sing along? oh anything i’d do anything for you oh is there somebody else someone else that helped anything i could say to make sure that you would stay would you say that you were wrong would you make me wait too long
7.
Smelly Jelly 02:29
this time you threw your rock at me i guess I’ll move from yard to tree
 our toes in the tub feel sandy and you smell like fake cotton candy I guess you gave yourself a trim and now your singing to him 
i guess he has more charm and all I mean is harm baby your the reason I live but now you’re singing to him
 baby you’re the reason im grim
 but now you’re singing to him
 when you put your love on my lips you were singing to him you put off all the alarms when im in your arms You tell me everything is all right And we go at it all night I feel like I could die I wish that you wouldn’t lie and say you still love me i think that you should close your eyes i've got to give you a surprise i think that you should stop caring cause i cant figure out why you're staring and now you're crawling back to me is it because i let you leave i dont think anybody else needs themself baby your the reason I live but now you’re singing to him
 baby you’re the reason im grim 
but now you’re singing to him 
when you put your love on my lips you were singing to him i've never seen you unarmed when im in your arms You tell me everything is all right and we go at it all night i feel like saying goodbye I wish you’d leave me to die
 and get your dirty hands off me
8.
take off the probability that you'll remember your memories your treasury you should eat her jewelry maybe then you might just see that life isn't a fantasy it shakes up like a jungle and it's full of noisy monkeys presidents and junkies (aaa) they poisoned us but hey man good luck i'll take my turn that's what i've learned the mastermind behind a perfect disguise that's when you consent to your homicide oh you're getting comfortable in a place like this tell me son, how do you live just knowing that there's more with your feet stuck to the floor (aaa) so you smeared your shit across her wall and told her that you’d seen it all and you could lock her up in just one call you could lock her up in just one call i’ve taken all the pictures such a unhealthy mixture
9.
Phlegm 04:17
12341234123412341234123412341234 they're high they're high they have drugas drugas las drugas la mente las drugas la mente!!! 4,1,10,3 penitentiary 
now your faced with
 nothing but a memory so why 
made it confine went to the moon read in the lines went to a show just to get bone just to get low wanna say that again from a friend to a friend 
till the day that you’re dead 
never hold in your phlegm 4,1,10,3 penitentiary
 now your faced with
 nothing but a memory
 norway,cali
 striked out, sally the bowling alley 
at valley finale 4,1,10,3 penitentiary
 now your faced with
 nothing but a memory
 norway,cali
 striked out, sally the bowling alley 
at valley finale 4,1,10,3 penitentiary
 now your faced with
 nothing but a memory
 norway,cali
 striked out, sally the bowling alley 
at valley finale 4,1,10,3 penitentiary
 now your faced with
 nothing but a memory
 norway,cali
 striked out, sally the bowling alley 
at valley finale its like you want her to know 
that you want her to go 
but you dont want to choose what you already bruised its too much to lose its too much to lose its too much to lose its too much to lose
10.
you can make me cum but you cant make me cry
 you cant make me feel any butterflies i made you think its love but its just a bunch a lies i dont ever wanna hug and i dont apologize

 oh ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma my nothing here to do nothing here to pry
 when im drooling over you my phone is wet for your reply 
can you just say hi i cant help myself around someone like you i read your body and eyes right through and through your like a book
 and you catch me while i look im not here to laugh im not here to fight youve seen my other half and youve seen how much i bite 
you’ve seen how much i hate you’ve seen the hearts i break
you’ve made a huge mistake but you still think that im great 

how 

i’ll make you say owwwwwwwwwwww! no one treats me this sweet whats your fucking problem think you’ve got some no one pulls me in like you seems too good to be true
11.
Wartcake 02:54
you make my world bounce up and down you sank my heart into the ground you just push and pull and toss me all around you know you make me feel the worst i know how to hit you where it hurts
 its not impressive just took lots of guessing it kept me up at night it kept me up at night i wish i wasnt right i wish i wasnt right 
i knew it all along i knew it all along 
i wish that i was wrong 
i wish that i was wrong now that you caught me so off guard 
i’ll admit that one threw me way off 
and we were just sprouting
 until i saw you frowning nothing ever makes you laugh i still wanted you to be my half but your not allowed cause you let me down it kept me up at night it kept me up at night 
of what i didnt know
 of what i didnt know i wish i wasnt right 
i wish i wasnt right 
i wish you didnt go i wish you didnt go you left me in a honeymoon you tricked me, didn’t you 
im not the type to be left or the type to lose so aside from cry, what can i do no one compares you’re the one i choose you touch my hair and i suffuse but you make me feel like a number 2 that’ll never heal cause im so confused
12.
waking up on eastern front to sounds of bugs and sounds of love never knew the way to where its the trash and matted hair 
i dont wanna try 
I dont wanna lie anymore
 i dont wanna cry i dont wanna bake you a pie cause i feel useless and i feel used i lost the right to be confused 
i lost the fight cause i refused 
so every night i play to lose i dont wanna write i dont wanna spite you anymore 
and to your best delight lucky you i’ll walk out the door i dont wanna spy and see you looking back in my eyes so lucky you i stare but this time you’ll be scared cause i’ll be there and i wont care and all those times i made you laugh so you dumped my heart right in the trash why ever make me wait for you 
i just wanted you
to want me too 

i dont wanna hate 
i just wanna bake you a cake i dont wanna wait
 you would never stay
 and i dont care anyway i dont understand why you held my hand if you just turn to sand i dont want to try if you’re just gonna lie
 and tell me that you wont say goodbye
13.
Wood Chips 03:32
dont make it hard dont make it last when im not with you time doesnt pass all that serenity its just an amenity now i feel so old
 all covered in mold i have nothing left and no one to hold onto i love you but you're not worth all this pain 
call me up if you ever want to try again even though it would never work out in the end

 you told me to hold onto you forever 
but since you left better late then never its all just a silly game its really dumb, its really lame everyone and everything i wish i cared but i just swing where no one can bother me and treat me improperly i stay at the playground where everything spins around the closer the death the closer to god and everyone knows the system flawed so look into a worm and tell him what you heard its quite absurd 
even for a nerd theres nothing better then that sweet release
 when its kicking in
 theres nothing better then the hard concrete its bittersweet
 where no one can bother me and treat me improperly i stay at the playground where everything spins around i feel like a kid again
 without having any friends lost everyone close to me everything lost at sea lets take a walk to somewhere else how does someone so cold
 make someone else melt where we shared our first kiss
 wood chips on your lips i see your best side when you go down the slide

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released January 9, 2021

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